No one is in love anymore

Lately, I have been feeling like, no one- is in love anymore. We all just use each-other up as much as possible and don't think twice about it. It's sad in a way...

I know that it comes from a place of insecurity. It's like we all want to mirror the reactions of our chosen- other...but it feels wrong. Why has it come to this? Is our generation so fucked that we don't know how to have long-standing relationships anymore?

Without sounding quite like Carry Bradshaw, I would like to point out that this is it. This is our generations way of coping with the divorce status of our parents, the unfortunate loss of real connection that we gave up when we accepted social media as our true GOD...this is the result of the "nothing is sacred" mentality...I get that- but it still SUCKS>

All I want is for someone to be as real about me as I am about them. I don't want to know about all of their "other girls" I don't want to be forced to compare myself with them...yet here I am facebook stalking "whatever-her-name-is" and wondering why not me?

It is a definite trigger to my depression and one that I don't feel earns it's right in my roster. After-all, I have plenty of things to be depressed about, never mind how hot and accomplished and amazing SHE is. Yet there she is, a constant reminder that I am not enough.

Why do I let that get to me? How do I make it stop?

I don't claim to know the answer to this question. If you have any in-put, I would love to know what is.

Fuck.